I wish

 I cannot get over the fact that they are gone from my life, I cannot forget them. Every day I have less and less mood to do this hobby, I feel tired, and I only see my bed as the last place for my body to rest and turn into a corpse. If they only knew how many things I have suffered, but also how many things I have achieved; we have reached 2,166 and I have a t-shirt that commemorates them. I hope they haven't forgotten me, and please, I hope they have forgiven me. They left me with a great companion; I hope up above they are enjoying joy. I love them and hope to see them as soon as possible.